Dec 14th

( East Chicago, IN - Michigander )

it's peaceful to write down my thoughts late at night.
it feels like it's me against the world - because in my small little bubble; i'm the only one who's awake.

we used to stay up late and talk at the oddest hours. i found comfort in the fact that i knew you would be awake around this hour just because you either couldn’t go back to sleep or that you couldn’t even fall asleep in the first place. one of the first times i realised i loved you was when i had a really bad nightmare; and the first person on my mind that i wanted to talk to when i woke up was you - and i did, even though you replied me in the morning, but you tried your best to comfort me and it worked and all i could think about was goSh is my heart soft for this boy.

i miss those moments more than i miss you.

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i’ve started my first day towards becoming the best version of myself that i can be. i forgot how good it feels after working out. i also managed to get tickets to see the 1975 next year!

my heart, soul, mind and body are ready to take whatever comes our way next year! i hope it’s filled with positive energy.

-n.r